CRAZY DAYS.

God is kinda cool.
I am living this life and trying to figure out what God wants me to do and where to go.
And He KNOWS. He knows where He wants me. It's kinda mindblowing every time I think about it. I am loving this kinda life.

It has not been always just easy days here. Some days go by and I am not happy, not where I would like to be, not excited about anything and doubting if this is what I am supposed to do. Some days I am happy, enjoying my life, and pretty satisfied what is happening. My school starts next week and I have decided to start the school and see until Christmas (fall lecture) how it goes.

Some things have changed in my life during this past month and in one way I am happier and more excited than I can remember, I am so excited to see what God is up to! Even though there is still SO MUCH confusion inside of me and things I already mentioned before, I could say that the word of this month is EXCITEMENT. For sure! My heart is beating and it tingles everywhere when I think about my future and all the things God will guide me through.
Seriously.. it TINGLES! :) it's scary and it looks like I have no control over the plans I made years ago about my life, but I can tell you.. it feels good! Just the fact that I don't know is something I have never really gone through before.. or not at this level at least. And it just makes me so excited cause I know God is doing something in me. Something new.

I know this might just sound like a one big mess.. and I can tell you, it surely feels like it almost every day. But then God comes and pours out His goodness and peace as always. His faithfulness. Wow.. what can you say? I am enjoying praying more and more. Just chatting with God. What a Daddy we have guys! Oh well..

..I have forgotten to tell you about The Higway and all the other things! :) it was such a great weekend and I enjoyed having Annika, Lene and Katya here! Milka and Hilla were also here so we had a little DTS reunion. It was really busy so I did not have as much time as I wanted to spend with the girls and that was sad :/ I believe God really touched people during these days and it was such a priviledge to be part of that. I enjoyed playing in the worship band which my sister was leading. Okay I think it's time for some photos.. so here they come!