CRAZY DAYS.

God is kinda cool.
I am living this life and trying to figure out what God wants me to do and where to go.
And He KNOWS. He knows where He wants me. It's kinda mindblowing every time I think about it. I am loving this kinda life.

It has not been always just easy days here. Some days go by and I am not happy, not where I would like to be, not excited about anything and doubting if this is what I am supposed to do. Some days I am happy, enjoying my life, and pretty satisfied what is happening. My school starts next week and I have decided to start the school and see until Christmas (fall lecture) how it goes.

Some things have changed in my life during this past month and in one way I am happier and more excited than I can remember, I am so excited to see what God is up to! Even though there is still SO MUCH confusion inside of me and things I already mentioned before, I could say that the word of this month is EXCITEMENT. For sure! My heart is beating and it tingles everywhere when I think about my future and all the things God will guide me through.
Seriously.. it TINGLES! :) it's scary and it looks like I have no control over the plans I made years ago about my life, but I can tell you.. it feels good! Just the fact that I don't know is something I have never really gone through before.. or not at this level at least. And it just makes me so excited cause I know God is doing something in me. Something new.

I know this might just sound like a one big mess.. and I can tell you, it surely feels like it almost every day. But then God comes and pours out His goodness and peace as always. His faithfulness. Wow.. what can you say? I am enjoying praying more and more. Just chatting with God. What a Daddy we have guys! Oh well..

..I have forgotten to tell you about The Higway and all the other things! :) it was such a great weekend and I enjoyed having Annika, Lene and Katya here! Milka and Hilla were also here so we had a little DTS reunion. It was really busy so I did not have as much time as I wanted to spend with the girls and that was sad :/ I believe God really touched people during these days and it was such a priviledge to be part of that. I enjoyed playing in the worship band which my sister was leading. Okay I think it's time for some photos.. so here they come!

CONFUSION IN THE AIR.

WOW..
what a trip I had.
Now I am back home and even more confused than before.
There are just tons of options I could do.. there is so much I want to do. I feel I could run to 5 different directions right now. And the thought I should start studying soon is so far away from me and my heart. I think I just really need to sit down with God and have a talk.

There is one new thing I was challenged last weekend and more than anything right now I would like to go for it and be part of it. It's just something I've always dreamt of and my heart is just bumping when I think about it and how much I would love it. But God has his timing and He will let me know when to go and where. Oh it's just so difficult to wait!!

I had such a good trip. This was a God-trip. God-planned trip 100%. Just they way things went even before leaving, that I got so many days off from work, was a miracle. and then Friday night when I was almost going back home and having hard time, God was up to something and told me to stay. And I am so happy I did.

Okay anyways.. if I pop up into your mind one of these days, shoot a little prayer that I would know what to do and decide. It's kinda funny, I've never been in this kinda situation.. every year it has been quite clear for me where God wanted me to go and be. and now it's like.. WHAT? I have no clue! I honestly don't have a clue where I should be and what to do. I know I will start my studies in September but that's all I know.. that I'll START.

Gosh it's difficult to stay away from YWAM I tell you! :)
and here comes some photos from the trip.
Bless.