Is weird.
Right now I just stopped to think about it. How different everything is here now but everything is still the same. I have kept myself so extremely busy these 2 months back home.. too busy. I have been worried about my health and I am going to a private doctor next week just to make sure, I have been very dizzy these last days. And that made me to stop and think that I need to slow down a bit. But on the other hand I enjoy doing things, being part of different projects and meeting people. Still.. I need time to be alone with God. Just me and Him.
I have enjoyed working these last weeks.. I realized it's a perfect time to pray while I am working and there are no customers around! Sometimes I notice people looking at me if my lips are still moving :D but it's fun! it's fun to pray for the people you meet every day, for the co-workers (or COW as Annika would say ;) and for the boss. My co-workers are really nice people and I have gotten some good friends among them. Even though the shop is not like the most desirable place to work, it is good for me now. And it scares me that these days go by so fast and I know it's going to be September sooner than I can imagine and then studies start.. wooo,scaryyyyy.
Praying and planning my trip to Africa. Oh gosh.. I think about it every single day. I just wish I had someone to travel there together with me. But if not, I'm sure God will protect me and be my body guard! Well.. I don't think I had more to say.. I just felt like writing these thoughts down.. I am actually happy. I am so happy :) I have great friends and family around me. Life is pretty good. It IS good. God is faithful. The Highway is progressing, things are moving on. A friend of mine from Faroe Islands is visiting Rovaniemi and I get to meet him one of these days! Sun is finally shining after all that rain. Tomorrow is Sunday and I can sleep as long as I want. I have great things to look forward to. THANK YOU GOD!
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
MID SUMMER!
What a trip!! I am happy to back but I am happy I went! We had a good time. Lots of rain, wet shoes and clothes, dirty jeans and umbrellas but oh man, it was all worth it. The best thing was this youth choir. I enjoyed it. So much. They recorded the whole meeting and we had such a good leader and the band. In this conference were about 10 000 people. I met Milka, Ansku and bunch of others and it was so encouraging to hear what they are up to. Sorry Ansku once more that we were not able to talk more.. but The Highway is coming up and you can come up here for that and visit me :)Well now I will start working again and I think we might take a little trip to IKEA next weekend.. but now I gotta go. Internet does not work at my place.. there is some kind of virus in my lap top and it slows everything down and I SO wish my sister's husband was not on holiday!! Otherwise I need to take it to the shop to get it fixed. Have a great week you guys!
Friday, June 13, 2008
UPDATE,UPDATE,A LITTLE UPDATE..
Hi guys, it has been a while again.. life has been.. busy. I would call it superbusy.
Today is my day off from work. Last night I went to movies to see "Made of Honor" with 2 of my sisters. This morning I slept long, watched 1 episode of "One Tree Hill", ate some good,dark Finnish bread and now I am going to city to eat with my sis and then meeting my friend. What a perfect morning!
Life has been good. God is so good. I am part of "The Higway" conference team ( www.thehighwaynordic.net) and we meet every week to plan and to pray. It's so good to have some YWAMers, ex-YWAMers and future YWAMers in this group, I think we are a good mix :D I am really looking forward to this conference and I know there's a lot to do and so many things unplanned and unsure but God is so faithful and I have been so encouraged every time we meet with this team. I am excited what God is up to!! Apart from work and this Highway-planning, my days just kinda go by. I meet friends, family, go to church. But it feels good.
So many things have changed and also when it comes to relationships, many things are different now. Different people, different situations. Sometimes I find it difficult but then I can always remember Who is right here next to me. I am NOT alone!! Actually next week me and my friend are driving to Middle-Finland for this big Pentecostal conference we have every summer. I am so excited to go and I even signed myself in to this big youth choir (100 people) which gathers at the conference for 2 days and then finally is on stage the last night of the conference and they even record it.. so I am also excited about that! My parents and almost all of my sisters and brothers are also coming to this conference. It's a good place to meet friends from all over Finland, almost everyone is there.. so maybe I'll see you there?
Anyways, I am going to my parent's church this weekend to tell about Africa. They are the ones who have been supporting me during these past 3 years. I am happy to show them pictures, tell stories and share my heart for Garibou boys with these people. It hasn't been easy after I made the decision to come back to Finland and not to go to Mali for this 1 year team. But I am planning to take a short trip in January to Mali. I pray God would really show His faithfulness in this thing as well.
Allllright, I guess it's time to end now. I am going to work tomorrow again, my parents are coming to town tomorrow. It's fun to have my own place where to invite people to come over. I am hoping Annika can come and visit me on her way back to Borgen. I miss Annika. I miss Bex, Lenneke, Melodie, all the Borgen folks, old and new.. but I am so happy I got to meet and get to know SO MANY INCREDIBLE people on my way! And there is more to come ;)
See you guys, keep me updated what's happening in your lives.. I will post some photos after our little road/conference trip next week. I am SO looking forward to it!!!!!!
Today is my day off from work. Last night I went to movies to see "Made of Honor" with 2 of my sisters. This morning I slept long, watched 1 episode of "One Tree Hill", ate some good,dark Finnish bread and now I am going to city to eat with my sis and then meeting my friend. What a perfect morning!
Life has been good. God is so good. I am part of "The Higway" conference team ( www.thehighwaynordic.net) and we meet every week to plan and to pray. It's so good to have some YWAMers, ex-YWAMers and future YWAMers in this group, I think we are a good mix :D I am really looking forward to this conference and I know there's a lot to do and so many things unplanned and unsure but God is so faithful and I have been so encouraged every time we meet with this team. I am excited what God is up to!! Apart from work and this Highway-planning, my days just kinda go by. I meet friends, family, go to church. But it feels good.
So many things have changed and also when it comes to relationships, many things are different now. Different people, different situations. Sometimes I find it difficult but then I can always remember Who is right here next to me. I am NOT alone!! Actually next week me and my friend are driving to Middle-Finland for this big Pentecostal conference we have every summer. I am so excited to go and I even signed myself in to this big youth choir (100 people) which gathers at the conference for 2 days and then finally is on stage the last night of the conference and they even record it.. so I am also excited about that! My parents and almost all of my sisters and brothers are also coming to this conference. It's a good place to meet friends from all over Finland, almost everyone is there.. so maybe I'll see you there?
Anyways, I am going to my parent's church this weekend to tell about Africa. They are the ones who have been supporting me during these past 3 years. I am happy to show them pictures, tell stories and share my heart for Garibou boys with these people. It hasn't been easy after I made the decision to come back to Finland and not to go to Mali for this 1 year team. But I am planning to take a short trip in January to Mali. I pray God would really show His faithfulness in this thing as well.
Allllright, I guess it's time to end now. I am going to work tomorrow again, my parents are coming to town tomorrow. It's fun to have my own place where to invite people to come over. I am hoping Annika can come and visit me on her way back to Borgen. I miss Annika. I miss Bex, Lenneke, Melodie, all the Borgen folks, old and new.. but I am so happy I got to meet and get to know SO MANY INCREDIBLE people on my way! And there is more to come ;)
See you guys, keep me updated what's happening in your lives.. I will post some photos after our little road/conference trip next week. I am SO looking forward to it!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
IT IS.. ROVANIEMI!!
The first thing I must say is that I MISS BORGEN.
It was so difficult to leave.. those guys had organized a nice good bye party for me and I was really touched and encouraged by everyone of them. And I cried all the time. Of course. I enjoyed spending those last days with Bex and I think we had quite some fun in Storhytta and I miss you so much Bex! And everyone else.. Bea,Hanne,Jenny.. everyone.
But now it is time to get used to living in a city again! It actually feels kind of funny to be around some people again and to be able to go shopping when ever you need something and everything is just around the corner! My place is starting to look like a home to me now and I am enjoying living in this apartment and the location is perfect.. it only takes couple minutes to walk to down town and everything is really close. Plus the pretty view from my window.. by the way, Bex I was telling you how warm and sunny it was in Rovaniemi before I left Borgen.. just so you know, it has been snowing almost every day and windy and STINKING cold! :)
I will start working next week. Now I have been settling in, meeting friends and spending time with my sister. There are so many things to take care of! I have been surprisingly busy this week. And I still haven't gone to the doctor as I should have, after Mali trip. But next week. I will! I am also really excited about the coming "Highway" conference in August and it feels like there are so many things coming up I will be involved and I am happy for that. I was a bit scared to come back and to be alone and not having too many people around and yes, it has been a bit different and lonely, but I am doing OK. And I am happy. It's not like the best weeks of my life but I am doing OK and it is enough for me. God keeps on showing me how He is always the same, He does not change. He is always faithful. And I can trust that. Yes!!
Now I gotta go.. I am still up, we are watching "Finland - USA" Ice Hockey World Championships! And it's almost 4am. But that's ok. See you guys around. I will post some photos later.
It was so difficult to leave.. those guys had organized a nice good bye party for me and I was really touched and encouraged by everyone of them. And I cried all the time. Of course. I enjoyed spending those last days with Bex and I think we had quite some fun in Storhytta and I miss you so much Bex! And everyone else.. Bea,Hanne,Jenny.. everyone.
But now it is time to get used to living in a city again! It actually feels kind of funny to be around some people again and to be able to go shopping when ever you need something and everything is just around the corner! My place is starting to look like a home to me now and I am enjoying living in this apartment and the location is perfect.. it only takes couple minutes to walk to down town and everything is really close. Plus the pretty view from my window.. by the way, Bex I was telling you how warm and sunny it was in Rovaniemi before I left Borgen.. just so you know, it has been snowing almost every day and windy and STINKING cold! :)
I will start working next week. Now I have been settling in, meeting friends and spending time with my sister. There are so many things to take care of! I have been surprisingly busy this week. And I still haven't gone to the doctor as I should have, after Mali trip. But next week. I will! I am also really excited about the coming "Highway" conference in August and it feels like there are so many things coming up I will be involved and I am happy for that. I was a bit scared to come back and to be alone and not having too many people around and yes, it has been a bit different and lonely, but I am doing OK. And I am happy. It's not like the best weeks of my life but I am doing OK and it is enough for me. God keeps on showing me how He is always the same, He does not change. He is always faithful. And I can trust that. Yes!!
Now I gotta go.. I am still up, we are watching "Finland - USA" Ice Hockey World Championships! And it's almost 4am. But that's ok. See you guys around. I will post some photos later.
Thursday, May 01, 2008
LEAVING BORGEN
I can not believe this day is actually coming so close.. and I am packing and ready to leave. We will have a good bye-party on Monday. And oh man all the tears I can already see :) It has been a good spring.
We went for another recruiting trip to Karasjok a week ago. It was really encouraging to attend this youth conference and we got to share about Borgen,DTS,Mission Adventures and other summer mission trips. It was my last recruiting trip this spring and we had so much fun. Poor Andrei has been traveling with us 3 girls the whole spring, there has been a lot of laughter in the car. We have been going through all the Africa memories and experiences over and over and.. over again. It seems like there is no limit how much you can talk about Africa!
Talking about Africa.. I have had a difficult decision making time this spring. I have probably told you already that there will be a 1 year team from YWAM Norway (Borgen organizing) going back to Douentza,Mali, where we worked for 1 month with these amazing garibou boys. This work is quite pioneering and helping Lorna, the local missionary. And my heart is totally in there. But I am going home now and the original plan is to start studying next fall. I still pray that God would show me the right way to be part of this ministry : to actually go there myself or to send others and support them that way. Oh man I love that place and those boys!!
Yes! So many exciting things happening and so many questions without any answers and so many unknown things ahead and doubts. But God sees the big picture and He knows what is coming up next and how He is going to lead me through them. Right now it feels like I can only see the first step of the long stairs but God sees all the way until the last step. And I am sure He knows if it's best for me to go back to Africa now, or in 2 years or in 10 years. Or somewhere else.
Well I gotta go and enjoy these last days here!It's +15C outside and it feels like spring is finally coming! I will let you know what is happening when I get back to Finland.. I can't believe it, it's SO SOON!
We went for another recruiting trip to Karasjok a week ago. It was really encouraging to attend this youth conference and we got to share about Borgen,DTS,Mission Adventures and other summer mission trips. It was my last recruiting trip this spring and we had so much fun. Poor Andrei has been traveling with us 3 girls the whole spring, there has been a lot of laughter in the car. We have been going through all the Africa memories and experiences over and over and.. over again. It seems like there is no limit how much you can talk about Africa!
Talking about Africa.. I have had a difficult decision making time this spring. I have probably told you already that there will be a 1 year team from YWAM Norway (Borgen organizing) going back to Douentza,Mali, where we worked for 1 month with these amazing garibou boys. This work is quite pioneering and helping Lorna, the local missionary. And my heart is totally in there. But I am going home now and the original plan is to start studying next fall. I still pray that God would show me the right way to be part of this ministry : to actually go there myself or to send others and support them that way. Oh man I love that place and those boys!!
Yes! So many exciting things happening and so many questions without any answers and so many unknown things ahead and doubts. But God sees the big picture and He knows what is coming up next and how He is going to lead me through them. Right now it feels like I can only see the first step of the long stairs but God sees all the way until the last step. And I am sure He knows if it's best for me to go back to Africa now, or in 2 years or in 10 years. Or somewhere else.
Well I gotta go and enjoy these last days here!It's +15C outside and it feels like spring is finally coming! I will let you know what is happening when I get back to Finland.. I can't believe it, it's SO SOON!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
SPRING AT BORGEN
Well well, time surely goes by fast and I definitely need to enjoy every single minute here at Borgen.. I am leaving soon :/
Right now we (Bex,Annika and I ) are actually on HOLIDAY!It was needed and it feels really good. We have this coming week off and we enjoy it indeed. Oh yea.. I haven't told you anything about our trip to Sweden! It was such a good trip!! We drove down to Rovaniemi and stayed at my apartment!! It was quite funny to be there in an empty apartment knowing that this is the place where I am going to live for the next.. years? In the evening we explored the city with Annika and Bex and went to McDonalds.I mean.. of course. What else can you do there?? Oh well anyways.. I am looking forward to move and to see what is coming up next. It's exciting and scary. And I feel really sad to leave Borgen.
(PICTURE/Me,Annika and Bex in Rovaniemi)
ANYWAYS.. we continued our trip to Sweden the next morning! Andrei FORCED (well it wasn't that hard to force us :) to stop in Ikea on our way :D They have stinking cheap pizza I must say. After Ikea break we drove all the way to Rosvik, where this youth happening was going to be held. There were about 30 youth I think.. on Saturday evening there were more people and we got some time from the evening meeting to share about DTS and other ministries we have at Borgen. We had our beautiful, stunning and attractive stand with us and people wanted to know about DTS and other things and it was really encouraging! I felt this church was really encouraging and I enjoyed being there, meeting the youth and getting to know new people. On Sunday we drove back to Rovaniemi, on Monday continued back to Borgen. We had fun. God is good.One day our base leader Leif decided to take us to his cabin in Kilpisjarvi(Finland). We were so excited to go and get to go ski dooing!! It was Annika,me,Bex,Andrei,Mari,Kristina and Leif. This day was unforgettable and I think I will just post some pictures and let them speak for themselves. :)
The end of April we will have another promotion trip to Karasjok.
Now we just rest, chill and watch "One Tree Hill".
Yes.. we are addicted.
We watched seasons 1 and 2 in couple of days.
Oh well. Too bad would Lene say. ;)
(a little explanation for these pictures..
1. ready to rock Kilpis!
2.everything is still going good, everyone is hanging in there and enjoying the ride!
3. and then.. we took a short cut and got stuck. of course. water on the top of the ice. a LOT.
4. the girls are ordered to crawl back to the track. that was a neverending crawl i must say.
.. and too bad we don't have any evidence pictures how 2 girls( not mentioning any names but Bex and Hanna) crawled back to the ski doo and helped the boys to lift it up and we got to turn back and squeeze some icy cold water out from our boots.. it was FUN :)
Sunday, March 30, 2008
MALI 2008
Mali here we come!Air France had
some GOOD food.
Ligretto in Paris...
... and in Bamako.
From Bamako we took a buss to
Douentza. 14h ride.
Douentza. Abosulutely stunning.
Annika and some bananas.
Me,John the Baptist, Mr DJ,
Amadu and Allu.
Our fantastic mosquito nets!
Amadu, me and Allei.
Beautiful Amadu.
Sunrise on the Niger river.
I want to be Your hands.
READY TO ROCK TIMBUKTU!
Sahara.
The streets of Timbuktu.
Girls night at Rita's house :)
Team picture at the "Feet 2008"
YWAM prayer conference in Timbuktu.
Jakob,me and Katya.
Annika needed some teeth treatment.. :)
Saturday, January 19, 2008
DOUENTZA
Hi everyone
Just a quick post to say everything is going very well and I am fully enjoying this outreach and the ministry and everything! Please keep checking our team blog for pictures qnd better updates, it is not really easy to get internet access here.
www.borgenteaminmali.blogspot.com
Be blessed and lots of hugs and greetings from Douentza!
Hanna
Just a quick post to say everything is going very well and I am fully enjoying this outreach and the ministry and everything! Please keep checking our team blog for pictures qnd better updates, it is not really easy to get internet access here.
www.borgenteaminmali.blogspot.com
Be blessed and lots of hugs and greetings from Douentza!
Hanna
Saturday, January 12, 2008
FINALLY MALI!
allllright! THIS IS IT!( Oyvind I really enjoy the cd :)
right now I am sitting in our room under my fabulous mosquito net and trying to catch the mouse running around our room! Mali has been.. AWESOME. Here comes a little update.
We arrived Bamako/Mali last Tuesday late evening. We had an awesome welcome by our contact John and the base leader Issouf. The base is located quite close to town and there are lots of little boutiques all around us and some market places. The weather has been perfect for us.. locals are freezing - we are sweating. Seriously.. some locals are wearing winter jackets!! Oh well anyway.. we have been SO blessed by YWAM Bamako and our local tour guide John, he is just awesome. He has been taking us to down town, to markets and had a cultural orientation for us. Now this week is passing by and tomorrow we are leaving to Douentza!! It is going to be an interesting buss ride across the country. I have been the only who got diarrhea and some fever, Annika also caught a bad flu from Norway but she is getting better now. You can pray for our health, we need to travel a looooong way tomorrow and I was a bit worried about my health but God will take care. As always.
Mali is just so good. It is safe for us as girls to walk alone in the streets, people are friendly and open, and God has arranged us some wonderful surprises. We were supposed to travel to Douentza all by ourselves tomorrow but God totally arranged that one of the local christians happens to go to Douentza TOMORROW AS WELL. So Paul is going to come with us and it is so good to have a local person with you. Just incredible.. also many other things God has just placed on the exact right spots. Yesterday I just sat in silence and awe of how God is faithful. Again and again. It's sometimes so hard to understand.
Mosquitoes have been quite friendly to us, I do not have even 1 bite! This week has been busy even though we have not had a tight schedule,but there are so many new things to learn and to take care now when we are in the beginning of our outreach and in the capital. Some of the girls have got their hair braided and I will also go for it in Douentza. Wearing only skirts has been also one more new thing for all the girls. I think the team is doing quite good and enjoying this time here. God has something very special for this time.Wow.. He is good! Well I should lay down for a while and try to rest so the fever would go down soon. Packing is ahead of us tonight. Early take off tomorrow.
Hanna The red sanded feet
right now I am sitting in our room under my fabulous mosquito net and trying to catch the mouse running around our room! Mali has been.. AWESOME. Here comes a little update.
We arrived Bamako/Mali last Tuesday late evening. We had an awesome welcome by our contact John and the base leader Issouf. The base is located quite close to town and there are lots of little boutiques all around us and some market places. The weather has been perfect for us.. locals are freezing - we are sweating. Seriously.. some locals are wearing winter jackets!! Oh well anyway.. we have been SO blessed by YWAM Bamako and our local tour guide John, he is just awesome. He has been taking us to down town, to markets and had a cultural orientation for us. Now this week is passing by and tomorrow we are leaving to Douentza!! It is going to be an interesting buss ride across the country. I have been the only who got diarrhea and some fever, Annika also caught a bad flu from Norway but she is getting better now. You can pray for our health, we need to travel a looooong way tomorrow and I was a bit worried about my health but God will take care. As always.
Mali is just so good. It is safe for us as girls to walk alone in the streets, people are friendly and open, and God has arranged us some wonderful surprises. We were supposed to travel to Douentza all by ourselves tomorrow but God totally arranged that one of the local christians happens to go to Douentza TOMORROW AS WELL. So Paul is going to come with us and it is so good to have a local person with you. Just incredible.. also many other things God has just placed on the exact right spots. Yesterday I just sat in silence and awe of how God is faithful. Again and again. It's sometimes so hard to understand.
Mosquitoes have been quite friendly to us, I do not have even 1 bite! This week has been busy even though we have not had a tight schedule,but there are so many new things to learn and to take care now when we are in the beginning of our outreach and in the capital. Some of the girls have got their hair braided and I will also go for it in Douentza. Wearing only skirts has been also one more new thing for all the girls. I think the team is doing quite good and enjoying this time here. God has something very special for this time.Wow.. He is good! Well I should lay down for a while and try to rest so the fever would go down soon. Packing is ahead of us tonight. Early take off tomorrow.
Hanna The red sanded feet
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy New Year 2008!
This will probably be my last post for a while now. Early tomorrow morning I'm flying from Rovaniemi to Oslo and our outreach will start in couple of days!
Time home has been incredible. I have enjoyed every single moment. It's sad to leave everyone again but I'll be back soon :) Me, Milka and Hilla are flying together tomorrow! Lene will come and pick us up from the airport and we will spend 1 night at her place before YWAM Norway Worker's Gathering starts on 3rd. And then on 8th of January we kick off for outreach!! Okay I am really extremely excited about this trip.. can't wait to leave!
I want to wish all of you a blessed New Year 2008! I hope this year will be full of God's surprises and His love for you would be shown in extra ordinary ways!
See you.. someday!
Time home has been incredible. I have enjoyed every single moment. It's sad to leave everyone again but I'll be back soon :) Me, Milka and Hilla are flying together tomorrow! Lene will come and pick us up from the airport and we will spend 1 night at her place before YWAM Norway Worker's Gathering starts on 3rd. And then on 8th of January we kick off for outreach!! Okay I am really extremely excited about this trip.. can't wait to leave!
I want to wish all of you a blessed New Year 2008! I hope this year will be full of God's surprises and His love for you would be shown in extra ordinary ways!
See you.. someday!
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Christmas - HOME - Finland
CHRISTMAS!
I am enjoying being home big time.. here comes some pictures showing you how our family is spending this Christmas! I have enjoyed. I have relaxed. I am happy.
My niece and nephews.
Hanna trying to make a snow angel.
My niece Anna.
Singing Christmas songs together.
Christmas tree and presents!
Hanna is happy!
Santa visiting.
Atte, my nephew.
Dinner table.
Playin outside.
I am enjoying being home big time.. here comes some pictures showing you how our family is spending this Christmas! I have enjoyed. I have relaxed. I am happy.
My niece and nephews.
Hanna trying to make a snow angel.
My niece Anna.
Singing Christmas songs together.
Christmas tree and presents!
Hanna is happy!
Santa visiting.
Atte, my nephew.
Dinner table.
Playin outside.
Friday, December 07, 2007
1 WEEK LEFT!!
I can NOT believe this!! We have only 1 week left.. next Saturday I will be home! I have enjoyed these last weeks but I am also very looking forward to go home for Christmas. These last 2 weeks have been quite intense.. lots of office hours and planning. Annika and I have spend many days just focusing on outreach prep and it has been so good to get things done early and just getting ready for this last week. The last week of the lecture phase will be outreach prep.
We have had a privilege to spend 2 days with a local woman who has been a missionary in Tsad, Africa. She has shared many valuable and practical things for us when we go to Mali. I have been so so so blessed.. really. I feel I am getting more and more excited about this outreach! There are tons of things I need to figure out when I go home (many things I need to get and buy) but it is all so new and exciting and.. I am so happy we are going there. We have skyped with our local contact person/ missionary for couple of times this week and we are looking forward to meet him and his family! It is going to be an adventure.. for sure.
So next Saturday I am going home!! One of our student's parents are coming to pick her up (a Finnish girl of course :) and they take me with them and then we drive to Finland - sweet. I will be home for 2 weeks, flying down to Oslo 2.1.2008. I am happy to go home : see my family and friends back there again. And to meet my new niece for the first time!! She was born couple of weeks ago! I am looking forward to long nights with my family, just talking and sharing what is going on in our lives. And my birthday is also coming closer.. I wish I can have some friends over and have a good day with them! Ohh CAN NOT WAIT TO GO HOME!
I almost forgot to tell.. we celebrated Finland's national day yesterday!! It has been 90 years since Finland became an independent country. Me,Hilla and Milka spend some hours in the kitchen baking some Finnish pastries (the ones with rice porridge inside) and some sweet pies and listening some Finnish music! And of course we decorated the table with some Blue/White napkins and Finnish flags. And Milka insisted that we MUST sing our national hymn so off we went.. oh man. It was fun! I enjoy having Finns here so much!I will add some pictures later.
Annika and I just got home.. we had a pizza night at the base. Everyone was in the kitchen making their own pizzas and it is always much fun. And when the pizzas are done we gather to the living room to watch a movie! Then we walked home and it was so frrrreezing cold and windy that I think I need to go to bed soon and wrap some blankets around me! Tomorrow we are going to Tromso, the whole DTS, to do street / clubbing evangelism. The staff is going already in the morning to do some shopping for the outreach, students are coming later with our base leader. It will be exciting!!
NOW.. bed time. See you later.
We have had a privilege to spend 2 days with a local woman who has been a missionary in Tsad, Africa. She has shared many valuable and practical things for us when we go to Mali. I have been so so so blessed.. really. I feel I am getting more and more excited about this outreach! There are tons of things I need to figure out when I go home (many things I need to get and buy) but it is all so new and exciting and.. I am so happy we are going there. We have skyped with our local contact person/ missionary for couple of times this week and we are looking forward to meet him and his family! It is going to be an adventure.. for sure.
So next Saturday I am going home!! One of our student's parents are coming to pick her up (a Finnish girl of course :) and they take me with them and then we drive to Finland - sweet. I will be home for 2 weeks, flying down to Oslo 2.1.2008. I am happy to go home : see my family and friends back there again. And to meet my new niece for the first time!! She was born couple of weeks ago! I am looking forward to long nights with my family, just talking and sharing what is going on in our lives. And my birthday is also coming closer.. I wish I can have some friends over and have a good day with them! Ohh CAN NOT WAIT TO GO HOME!
I almost forgot to tell.. we celebrated Finland's national day yesterday!! It has been 90 years since Finland became an independent country. Me,Hilla and Milka spend some hours in the kitchen baking some Finnish pastries (the ones with rice porridge inside) and some sweet pies and listening some Finnish music! And of course we decorated the table with some Blue/White napkins and Finnish flags. And Milka insisted that we MUST sing our national hymn so off we went.. oh man. It was fun! I enjoy having Finns here so much!I will add some pictures later.
Annika and I just got home.. we had a pizza night at the base. Everyone was in the kitchen making their own pizzas and it is always much fun. And when the pizzas are done we gather to the living room to watch a movie! Then we walked home and it was so frrrreezing cold and windy that I think I need to go to bed soon and wrap some blankets around me! Tomorrow we are going to Tromso, the whole DTS, to do street / clubbing evangelism. The staff is going already in the morning to do some shopping for the outreach, students are coming later with our base leader. It will be exciting!!
NOW.. bed time. See you later.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
OUR OUTREACH BLOG
hi everyone,
here comes our new outreach blogs.. one of our students, Hilla, will be updating this blog during our outreach in Mali. I hope you enjoy reading it during our outreach! Check it out!
http://borgenteaminmali.blogspot.com/
here comes our new outreach blogs.. one of our students, Hilla, will be updating this blog during our outreach in Mali. I hope you enjoy reading it during our outreach! Check it out!
http://borgenteaminmali.blogspot.com/
Saturday, November 24, 2007
The Father heart of God week with Finns
What a week we had last week..
The Finnish DTS arrived a bit earlier than we expected on Sunday afternoon, 19th of November :) We were so happy to meet them again! On Sunday we got together as staff and in the evening our students had organized a welcome party for them! I was leading this week so I was running around organizing different things and changing schedules with Annika constantly.. what a busy week!
Bex and I spent Monday in Tromso, picking up our teacher for this week and Bex doing some driving lessons. Our teacher came all the way from South Africa and we were truly blessed and privileged to have him here.. for sure. This week was amazing, I just wanted to stick in to my chair and sit in the class all the time but unfortunately I couldn't because of so many other things going on all the time. Annika and I also finished our final project for the BLS - leadership school and we are so happy it is done now and over. This week we also played this "Angels and Mortals" blessing- game and it was so encouraging! These Finns are such a great bunch of people! It was so good to see the class room packed with students and staff and people EVERY WHERE and all the base prayer/worship times together - wow. I was so encouraged. Yesterday they left, we were running and waving and opening the gate for them to go. We miss them already! But I think I will stop by and say hi to them when I go home to Finland for Christmas. They start their Christmas break a bit later than we do so it is possible to me to go and visit them again.
This weekend has been extremely difficult. There are some things in my life I have had to let go and it hurts.. it hurts to let go of something you have held so close and dear. But even though right now it feels like I've got nothing left, I still have everything. It feels like I have had to let go of many of my dreams and hopes for future and now there is only emptiness left. Now it is only me and God. I have no clue what to dream, what to hope, what to do in the future. I have no plans left. Everything is open. Everything is in front of Him. I am totally empty handed. It hurts, it is painful. Tears do not help. But still there is something that brings me joy. There is freedom. Finally freedom. And I am so happy I can fully stand in front of God and say : "It IS yours. I AM yours." Now there is no plans left. Now there is no other options. And it feels good.
God always has the bigger picture. The biggest picture. He knows what He is doing. He is up to something. When He closes something, He also opens something. And I am so happy the way He has led me so far.. I can not believe the way He has brought me through.And I just suddenly remembered how this fall some things have come back to me time after time.. during some worship and prayer times I felt God saying to me and showing me a picture me laying facedown on the ground. Not being able to move. Totally on the ground with my face. And this is exactly how it feels.But.. in this situation when there is pain and hurt.. in the midst of all that.. He is up to something. He is. I know. :)
"Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands"
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