... and my school has started! It has been 1 month now since I started studyin in the University of Lapland. I must say it has been pretty much different than these past years of my life but also interesting in a way. I have to admit right away that I still don't know if I am gonna keep on studying this subject cause everything in my life is still so incredibly open. But one thing I have been able to understand.. God can use you no matter how small and "not important" you feel yourself. and it has been kinda crazy, this whole fall, struggling back and forth if I am doing right or wrong and if I am telling what God tells me to do and what really is my calling and all these things. and you so easily forget that there are actually people around you, YES, and that maybe God wants to use you right there with those people! and I know this is something that everyone knows and I have know it also, of course, but never really understood it before these days. and it's pretty amazing, it amazes me every day. that no matter how bad I struggle and try to find the way and go back and forth, still God is the same. He does not change. and oh man it is so good to know!! so I must say God has done some pretty incredible things and I am sure He is up to something even greater. Wow.
I miss Borgen and miss those familiar faces around me. But there is time for everything and actually I think it's time for me to be here and go through these things. Sometimes I feel myself a little lonely after those YWAM years and having people around me constantly :) But God is giving new people around me all the time and why should I be sad.. He is with me anyways! and Annika only a skype call away ;)
Well well.. what else. I am still very excited about future and my heart is full of joy and happiness! I am so looking forward to see and wait what God has in store for me. I am greatful.
... and I am planning some trips here and there and hopefully I will see some of you very soon.
Now I think I gotta keep on making pan cakes. My parents are stopping by soon. They just back home from their trip to Norway and they spent 3 nights at Borgen and I can't believe I could not go with them.. but oh well. Soon soon, I will get my chance! Okay.. pan cakes calling me. (Bex and Lenneke : the thought of you two teaching Leivur how to make pan cakes makes me smile every time I hear the word "pan cake" :)
Bless bless friends.
